Snooki: How Motherhood Changed Me

While her pregnancy played out in real life long ago, tonight's episode of Snooki & JWoww takes the world inside her delivery room and reveals what happened last August when Nicole 'Snooki' Polizzi gave birth to Lorenzo.

"You'll see my son being born," Snooki told ETonline when she co-hosted XL Nightclub's RuPaul's Drag Race Season 5 Premiere Party with JWoww. "You actually see a few things about the birth, but nothing ugh! It's very beautiful."

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And life has only continued to get better for Snooki and baby daddy Jionni LaValle since becoming parents. "I could not be more proud and I don't think she could be a better mom," Jenni 'JWoww' Farley told me. "There's a lot of negativity, criticism and backlash, but she doesn't have a nanny, she doesn't have a chef and she’s able to be a full-time mom and a full-time celebrity -- and that sh*t ain't easy."

Snooki freely admits that "being a parent is so freakin' stressful," but says that she's grown so much from becoming a mom, that she happily takes the bad with the good.

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"I used to be scared of kids, I didn't like kids, I didn't know how to hold a baby, I never gave a sh*t about anything," she said. "But everything came so natural to me once I became a mom. I feel more mature now. I'm more responsible, I'm a good mom ... yet I still know how to have fun when I want to!"

Snooki & JWoww airs Tuesdays at 10 p.m. on MTV.