'90 Day: The Single Life': Natalie Opens Up About Heartbreaking Past Miscarriage (Exclusive)

In this exclusive clip, Natalie talks about her heartbreaking past miscarriage and reveals that she almost became a nun.

Natalie still dreams about being a mother. In this exclusive clip from Monday's new episode of 90 Day: The Single Life, 38-year-old Natalie is struggling after breaking up with her on-again, off-again boyfriend, Josh, since he couldn't fully commit to her. In the clip, Natalie reflects on her past failed marriages and also reveals she suffered a miscarriage.

In the clip, Natalie says she's jobless and single in Los Angeles and that she misses Josh every day but she has to do what's good for her. Natalie says she's wanted a child since she was 25 years old and did try IVF with her second husband, Dima, when she was 28 years old. Unfortunately, she had a miscarriage.

"And after, we just never came back to that," she says. "And, after my second divorce, I thought I will go to church and stay there forever."

Natalie says she went to church every day to rebuild herself emotionally and that the nuns there actually wanted her to become a nun as well.

"I was on the stages going there," she reveals. "But like, family wouldn't let me, like, go stages. But I think it was great part of my life."

90 Day: The Single Life airs Mondays at 8 p.m. ET/PT on TLC, Max and Discovery+.

ET spoke to Natalie about this season of 90 Day: The Single Life, and she talked about where she stands with her ex, Michael, and addressed viewers who feel she uses men. Watch the video below for more.

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