Amber Rose now has sleepless nights and anxiety about her "horrible" threesome experience.
One and done?
Amber Rose got extremely candid during her first episode as host of Loveline, a new podcast on Play.It, in which she revealed she recently had her first threesome. But the experience was not only disappointing, she now has anxiety about it.
Rose says she ran into two friends and got "wasted," but not to the point where they didn't know what they were doing.
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"You know, I trusted them, and I know that we don't want to be in a relationship together," Rose explains to her co-host, Dr. Chris Donaghue, a doctor of clinical sexology and human sexuality. "We don't love each other in that way. It's not weird. It's not jealousy ... we kinda just got together and it was cool, but it was a guy and a girl, and it was f**king horrible. ... It was the worst, and I literally -- I'm having sleepless nights."
The 32-year-old Dancing With the Stars season 23 contestant says it was insecurity about getting older that led her to have the experience for the wrong reasons.
"It's horrible because I feel ... I felt the pressure getting older to experience new things," she admits. "And I did it against my better judgment, because I'm really -- yo, I talk about sex a lot, and I promote that and I'm like, 'You know what? I need to have more experiences.' And so, I did it and I hated it."
Most of all, Rose missed the intimacy of having a solitary partner.
"I feel like I'm a very passionate lover and I like that one-on-one passion," she explains. "I like to feel that. So, with the threesome, I kinda felt like... there was no passion. There was no, like, kissing and rolling around. You know, all those moments that I enjoy. It just wasn't there."
Rose says she's definitely not interested in ever having another ménage à trois.
"It was just afterward, I didn't feel fulfilled," she says. "I felt like... 'ew.' I felt gross. I'll be honest with you. I felt gross and I felt like, you know... I initially really wanted to do it, though. ... I really wanted to do it, and I did it, and I felt like s**t afterwards."
"I just felt gross, and I, like, been having anxiety about it," she continues. "I think because it was such a milestone in my sexuality that, like, I can't let it go."
ET spoke to Rose about her new hosting gig earlier this month, and she did promise to "not hold anything back."
"This is just really up my alley, being a feminist and being very sex positive," Rose told ET exclusively. "I'm very open with my sexuality. I don't hold anything back, I'm not judgmental, and there's really nothing that anyone can call in and say that I probably haven't heard already. So, you know, call my show and I'm there with open arms!"
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