Geena opens up to ETonline about her new Logo web series, 'As Beautiful as I Want to Be,' and what it means to trans youth.
Geena Rocero feels beautiful and she wants transgender youth
to feel the same way.
When she was asked to produce Beautiful as I Want to Be, a new web series spotlighting
transgender youth for Logo, Rocero saw it as an opportunity to pay it forward.
At 15, when she first started presenting as a female, Rocero
was adopted by the beauty pageant scene in the Philippines where gender
fluidity is celebrated. “I was given the opportunity to express myself,” Rocero
tells ETonline, “and through the beauty pageants I was able to learn more about myself. I
wanted others to have that.”
WATCH: Caitlyn Jenner Makes Red Carpet Debut at Premiere of 'Beautiful as I Want to Be'
Now, a decade after moving to the U.S. and modeling in the
fashion industry, Rocero has turned her attention to empowering the transgender
community. Last year, she gave a TED talk and founded Gender Proud, an advocacy
group dedicated to the advancement of transgender rights.
She’s even become something of a mentor and friend to
Caitlyn Jenner, even helping the former Olympian celebrate her “first birthday”
at the premiere of As Beautiful as I Want
to Be.
Rocera opened up to ETonline about the new series, what it’s
been like to work with Jenner during her public transition, and knocking down
barriers in the fashion industry.
ETonline: You also
appeared on I Am Cait earlier this
year. What was it like to get to know Caitlyn as she went through a very public
transition?
Geena Rocero: It
was a big surprise when I first got the phone call to be in the show. The first
time I met her she told me I was the very first transgender woman that she met.
Getting to know her was a pleasure and joy, because you really could see that
this is a person who has finally come to her truth. I know there’s so much
criticism about her privilege standing, which is obviously given -- we know
that -- and she has acknowledged that.
As we’ve seen on the show, she has realized it and she’s
explored that and there will be more. And I hope we really will be talking
about it more in the coming season because we learned something from each
other. She’s learning and we’re learning from her -- and America’s learning
through her transition.
It’s interesting
having Caitlyn serve as a mentor to Zeam on the show because she’s still very
new to the community. But it seems like her and Zeam are learning from each
other.
I remember the moment when Zeam was asking me -- it was the first
time Zeam was meeting Cait – he asked me, ‘How’s Cait?’ Cait is really funny
and she likes to tell jokes and she likes to just hang around and have a good
time. We always talk about what’s happening with her and her journey, but she
likes to have fun. You could really see in that first episode they were really
having fun. It was so special to see that bond between them.
Caitlyn made a big
splash with her red carpet debut at the premiere of the series. Candis Cayne
was also there. How did you two help her celebrate?
We were like, “You know it’s her birthday the next day.” So
we put together a surprise. Before I announced the viewing of the first episode
we said, “We have a big surprise,” and a cake comes out and here I am trying to
hold a note as I’m singing happy birthday in front of hundreds of people and
all cameras were rolling. It was such a sweet moment. She even said, “It’s
actually my first birthday as Caitlyn.” It’s so special to be with the
community, to be with everybody celebrating her, and seeing a lot of the trans youth
that was part of the show.
Let’s talk about the
fashion industry since you’re a model as well. There’s been a lot conversation
for and against the transgender community in the industry. What’s your
experience been like?
From my personal experience, it’s been wonderful since I’ve
come out. Certainly, I’ve worried about how the industry’s going to accept me.
I feel more comfortable in the fashion world more and more. Sometimes I’m just
working as a model and sometimes I’m also being hired because of what I stand
for. Maybe later on I could have those two experiences. I want to offer more
than just a conversation on being trans, so I want to do other things, more
than just modeling and more than just producing content.
Considering the success
of models like you, Andrea Pejic and Lea T, is there still a certain level of
achievement, in terms of a glass ceiling, that you want or need to prove to the
fashion industry at all?
I think more and more representation. Some of the most
visible achievements would
be a trans model on the cover of Sports
Illustrated or Vogue and a trans
Victoria’s Secret model. There’s a lot, for sure, from a modeling standpoint.
Beautiful as I Want to Be is streaming now at LogoTV.com. Watch the video to learn more about Jenner's involvement in the series.